Sunday, June 7, 2009

Dedicated

He touched a key, it rang ever so softly
A bitter smile flashed all across his face
Without her the room felt cold and empty
Without her laughter the life had lost its grace
She had left and he could not have seen
The tears that glistened on her cheek
It felt like a half of his heart was still
Standing at the bus stop, waving, face so bleak

I know I sound like a broken record
But this is just the thing I want to say
Without you I’m a wreck and
I never want you to go away
It might sound like a cliché
But I really miss you when you’re gone
I might not make things easy
But I had to say you’re the one I love

Counting days and even counting hours
Until the time he’ll meet her once again
Being together, they made all the others
feel awkward, envious and just a bit insane
When their eyes meet, the world turns bright and graceful
doesn't matter, if there's a flood or World War Three
Tender kisses, joined hands, smiling faces
Chemistry between them that everyone can see

I know I sound like a broken record
But this is just the thing I want to say
Without you I’m a wreck and
I never want you to go away
It might sound like a cliché
But I really miss you when you’re gone
I might not make things easy
But I had to say you’re the one I love

When they're apart, then nothing seems to work out
When they're together, no one can separate
these two, 'cause they have grown all into
each other's souls and they're each other's fate

I know I sound like a broken record
But this is just the thing I want to say
Without you I’m a wreck and
I never want you to go away
It might sound like a cliché
But I really miss you when you’re gone
I might not make things easy
But I had to say you’re the one I love

Vendetta

Losing sight, I’m gaining my strength
I don’t want to fight, don’t want to pretend
That I like it all, the things that you do to me

Justify the things that you do,
because now that I am going to pay back
for making me feel worthless and empty and cold

Close your eyes and stay very still
You are out of time, now I’ll make you feel
Just as terrible as you have once made me
Beautiful, if you have something to say,
don’t
It’s my turn now

Shadowed light, you’re losing your conciousness,
Smiling bright, I tune out my conscience
Don’t need to know if I am right or wrong

’cause though I know that now I’m as bad as you
Still I go too far and just torture you
In my head a loud voice is screaming „No!“

Close your eyes and stay very still
You are out of time, now I’ll make you feel
Just as terrible as you have once made me
Beautiful, if you have something to say,
don’t
It’s my turn now

Trembling hands and eyes foggy from the tears
Breathe again and hide my face from those fears
Thinking, I’d really kill myself now

Close your eyes and stay very still
You are out of time, now I’ll make you feel
Just as terrible as you have once made me
Beautiful, if you have something to say,
don’t
It’s my turn now

Let Go

Setting dreams on fire, turning hopes to dust
This was never more than a one night stand
Whispering promises that will never be kept
I know I should let go and leave it behind

Look at what I am
I dreamed too much, hoped too hard
Knew I’d be hurt if things would get fucked up
Still I couldn’t stop
Couldn’t let it go

Stupid, sheep-like dreamer I am
I tortured myself with dreams that will never come true
What were your goals? What were your wishes?
I’m not sure what was lies and what was true

Look at what I am…


And I still don’t know who the villain is
I’d like to blame you, but I guess you were right
So it has to be me
Someone has to let go
I don’t want to,
but maybe it is written
Maybe it was never meant to be

Look at what I am…

Could you stand watching me let go?

I Don't Wanna Be Like You

Here we go again,
Those drinks and cigarettes are the topic of each day
Just tell me when
You’re done with that chat, ‘cause that’s not the way I roll
I better keep some distance
All that smoking, all that drinking doesn’t work for me
No one-night-romance
I’m really not that type of girl, is it hard to see?

So go ahead, drink your youth, smoke your lungs,
Grab some weed, get high and feel good
It’s a second of happiness, nothing nice has been done
You know what? I don’t want to be like you

Leave me alone,
I’m not gonna be one of you, only in your dreams
I’ve been there, I know
Where this goes: all those nasty fights and screaming, not for me
I have seen many times
All those things bring nothing but tears and misery
You should decide
Is it all really worth the price you have to pay

So go ahead…

I’m sick of it all
Pick what matters more
Try to recall
How it was before
Is it all worth it?

So go ahead…

Friday, March 27, 2009

Move On

1. Chasing for butterflies, wishing perfection
Forgetting reality, losing perception
Regretting the past and aiming for fortune
For better tomorrow, abiding the torture

Refr.You know it’s always gone before you
Have the chance to get it near you
Forget it, pretend it, prevent the fall
Ignore it or else you’ll find yourself sold
And it’s done, and it’s gone,
We move on

2.Betting on everything, losing it wholly
Rise from the ashes and yearn for it slowly
Medicines keeping you sane and in motion
Faking the smiles and hiding emotions

Refr.

Bridge: This is reality, this is the world
Maybe you realize it’s totally absurd
Hear, but not listen, pretend like you care
Get back to your business, to you it sounds fair

Refr.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I'm listening

I’M LISTENING

You know it ain’t always perfect
That things get fucked up easily,
There are times you’d want to die
Out of all the problems, be free
You want to share your problems
To make it a bit better
But no one’s listening
You know that life is bitter

So if you ever need a shoulder to cry on,
If you want to scream it all out
You keep in mind, that I’m always here
For you, you can talk about
Everything
I’m listening

Don’t mess with your sadness
On your own, you’ll get burnt
And it all remains the same
You are still just as hurt
There is someone out there
To help you deal with it
And make you see the sides
you haven’t seen just yet

So if…

If the world collapses
I’ll keep the last piece up for you
I want you to know that
I care for you, I care for you


So here’s my shoulder to cry on
So please, just scream it all out
Keep in mind, that I’m always here
For you, you can talk about
Everything
I’m listening,
I’ll be listening to you.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Are You The One?

What if the floor starts shaking
The hearts beat faster, the faces
Change into people that’re faking
Those smiles, they’re all lies
What if the ground stops carrying
The insanity takes place in our minds
It all isn’t over, stop worrying,
You know I ain’t gonna leave

I’m not gonna let you down,
I’ll be here to hold your hand
I’m not gonna let you fall
But when it’s all came to an end
Promise to be the one to save me
From the shadows of my soul
Tell me that you’ll stay
Otherwise I’ll lose control

What if the ghosts of yesterday
Will cover the light of the sun
Our thoughts are full of decay
Our breathing slowly suffecates
What if the abyss of our lies
Grabs us and tears us apart
I’ll always be there, I will guide
You out of the darkness

I’m not gonna..

But if you act like everyone,
Leave me behind, be selfish,
You ain’t better than all of them
And my belief was useless

I’m not gonna… (2x)